:*(

Don't know what's wrong with me today. I feel totally good for nothing and on the verge of tears. I don't know why. Can't stand the thought of being around anybody. I feel overwhelmed, anxious, sad, depressed.

Ishi called about the trip. We leave Sunday night for New York. The airline charges $15 for your first checked bag. Wanted to know if we all wanted to store our good clothes in her giant suitcase/garment bag, and then just take a carry-on each. Honestly, I think that sounds like a headache. I'd rather just pay the stupid $15 and take my own suitcase. I didn't feel like discussing it though, so I may have told her or seeemed to tell her yes to the sharing thing. I can't remember what I said. I was trying not to cry.

I am in the dumps.